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Author's Notes: Chopsuey is referred to by xe/xim pronouns, Kai is referred to by they/them pronouns, Aren and Monster are both referred to by he/him pronouns, and Lyric is referred to by ve/vim pronouns. Also, this is KINDA a sequel to "Here Comes A Thought" but it can be read as a solo fic. But, if you want to read it, then the link will be in the description.



Ever since I could remember,
Everything inside of me,  
Just wanted to fit in (oh, oh, oh, oh)
I was never one for pretenders,



Chopsuey knew that xe wasn't healthy, even before xis mind splintered offically. It always felt like there was more in xis head then xe knew. But Orgin ignored them as he tried to fit in, even though he didn't.

 
Everything I tried to be,
Just wouldn't settle in (oh, oh, oh, oh)

 

When Orgin found out that there were more personalities to him then what he had first thought, he couldn't deal with it. So he tried to suffocate himself. Unfortunately, it worked and Orgin receded into the back of Chopsuey's mind.

But the rest of them still existed.

Being the eldest, Monster took the reins, causing xem to make so many mistakes that xey couldn't count. And he made sure that xey became infamous amongst the experiments, even though he subconsciously didn't want to.


If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?

 

When Monster met Lyric after years of a lack of contact, Lyric was severely injured and near death. Despite what his instincts told him, Monster decided to take him back to the abandoned ship he was living in and bandage him up.

When Lyric woke up, he expected vem to run away because of his appearance. But ve didn't. Instead, Lyric asked about him and how he lived. Soon, Monster picked up the fact that Lyric had amnesia.

So, he acted liked this was the first time they had met, even though it wasn't.


And if I seem dangerous,
Would you be scared?

 

Monster knew that there was a chance ve would remember him and would leave. But he wasn't expecting vim to remember after getting hurt again.

The two had been cornered by a large number of Galactic soldiers who had been ordered to hunt them down and capture them, dead or alive. Within a few minutes of the battle, Lyric was knocked unconscious, sending Monster into a blinding rage and leading him to kill all of the soldiers present. The violent personality felt rather proud and smug about the damage he had caused.

But then Lyric woke up. Monster started to try to apologize but then ve surprised and slightly startled him when ve hugged him and started apologize to him.

Lyric blamed vemself for what happened to Chopsuey, even though it wasn't.


I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
That this problem lies in me

 

It took awhile to get used to how accepting and friendly vey were, despite his hulking size and ability to easily hurt xem. In fact, even when Monster tried to be gentle, he would accidentally bruise Lyric.

But Lyric didn't care. Ve would just smile and say that it was okay, even though Monster could see the pain in vis eyes.


I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.

 

Monster tried again and again to become better for Lyric, but he would always regress whenever someone threatened vem or even looked at vem weird.

Lyric kept on repeating, over and over, that ve wasn't worth it. But there was no way that Monster was letting go of his light in the dark.


A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.

 

Chopsuey knew that xe was nothing more than a beast. And if that's what others saw him as—and if it that's what kept Lyric safe—then so be it. Xe made sure that xis teeth and claws stayed sharp and made sure that that xe never left Lyric's side.


Can I clear my conscience
If I'm different from the rest?
Do I have to run and hide? (oh, oh, oh, oh)



There were two instincts that lit up in xis head whenever Chopsuey was confronted: run or fight. Most of the time, xe would fight until the opposing force was vanquished. However, if Chopsuey knew that xe wouldn't win or if Lyric was critically injured, xe would take ver and run, making sure that ve didn't get hurt anymore.


I never said that I want this,
This burden came to me,
And it's made its home inside (oh, oh, oh, oh)

 

Sometimes, when Aren would surface, all he would do is apologize and cuddle Lyric. When asked, he replied by saying that none of the personalities had wanted this, not even Monster. When questioned further, Aren explained how Monster just wanted the best for xem.


If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?

 

The one who would take over sometimes, when Monster was paticularly angry, was Kai. They were silent but always knew how to comfort Lyric and protect him.


And if I seem dangerous,
Would you be scared?

 

However, Kai was very similar to Monster in the fact of that they knew exactly how to hurt someone, though they knew how to do both physical and mental pain. However, when they started to cross the line of what was "acceptable", Lyric was the one to reign them in.


I get the feeling just because,
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
That this problem lies in me

 

Kai also had a small problem with controlling their strength, due to their purpose of serving as a powerhouse and their mind being muddled with anger and revenge, even more than Monster.


I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.

 

Something that Lyric noticed was the way Kai held vim and protected vim: they would lean over and wrap their lower arms around vem. One could compare it to how someone would protect a candle from going out.


A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.

 

Kai, unlike Monster, not only used brute force to fight, but also used their high intelligence, knowledge of weak points, and use of weapons to fight. And they didn't care who they had to use their power against, as long as it meant keeping Lyric safe.


I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.

 

Aren tried not to be violent, he really did. But it didn't help that he had lost the will to be pacifistic. So if the world thought he was violent, he sure wasn't going to let their thoughts be false.


A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.  



Aren, much like Kai, preferred to use weapons and his intellect to fight. However, he made sure only to hurt people that were necessary to keep Lyric safe. Monster called it a weakness. But Aren saw it as a way to stay sane.
Monster- Songfic
So, kinda as promised, here's the second of the triad of songfics I'm writing, this one based off the song "Monster" by Imagine Dragons. Just like the other one, this is borderline PG-13 but this one is because of mentions of murder and implied abuse(if you squint). But, I think I like this universe the most, for some odd reason. I guess I just like "Beauty-and-the-Beast" relationships minus stockholm syndrome and kidnapping. But anyway, this was actually kinda fun to write.

Here Comes A Thought: tavrosxt3r3z1lover.deviantart.…
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Version of 621 and 021 belong to me
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Authors Note: Amalgamate, as a whole, will be referred by xe/xim pronouns while Twang will be refered by ve/vem pronouns and Orgin, Gabriel, and Aren will all be referred by he/him pronouns.



Take a moment to think of just
Flexibility, love, and trust



Orgin held Twang close to him as they cuddled, the smaller experiment's head resting on his collarbone. The two had just gotten back from a very stressful mission so it was wonderful to be able to just relax. The larger experiment smiled and nuzzled into ver fur, enjoying ver comforting scent.


Take a moment to think of just
Flexibility, love, and trust



Twang enjoyed Orgin's gentle embrace, feeling very safe and secure with him, especially because of how close vey had been to losing him. Twang's smile wavered as vey started to remember how vey had failed to be strong for Amalgamate.


Here comes a thought that might alarm you
What someone said and how it harmed you



Twang whimpered as ve was thrown against the back of a cell and Bragg was thrown in with vem. The female experiment growled as she faced the non-binary one.

“This is your fault! They're going to fuse us because you're too weak.” Bragg growled, hitting Twang on the cheek.

Twang scrambled away from her only to have excruciating pain surge through vem as the machine started up and started to fuse them.



Something you did that failed to be charming
Things that you said are suddenly swarming



Twang helplessly watched as Bragg fought Amalgamate.

“Not so big now, are you, punk?” Bragg hissed as she punched Amalgamate.

Amalgamate spat out some blood and then rushed at Bragg, only to be sent flying once more.

“Please, Bragg! Stop hurting xem!” Twang begged desperately.



And, oh, you're losing sight, you're losing touch
All these little things seem to matter so much



Twang jolted out of vis nightmare, breathing heavily. Ve looked around and saw that vey were in ver shared room with Amalgamate. Tears welled in Twang's eyes and ve started to sob into vis pillow. Ve was crying so much that vey didn’t hear when Amalgamate came into the room.


That they confuse you
That I might lose you



Twang felt arms wrap around vem but ignored it, thinking it was ver imagination. Vey also didn't hear Amalgamate calling ver name.


Take a moment, remind yourself
To take a moment and find yourself



“Twang, Twang! Please snap out of it!” Gabriel begged, shaking the yellow experiment.

Twang's tears stopped as vey turned and saw the shy persona worriedly staring, tears in his eyes. Ver tears renewed when vey saw how upset vey made the persona.


Take a moment and ask yourself
If this is how we fall apart



“I-I'm so sorry!” Twang apologized, sobbing into Gabriel's fur.

“It's not your fault.” he replied, rubbing soothing circles into ver back.

“But I let them do that to me and let her hurt you!” Twang protested, looking guilty and upset.


But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay



“No, it's not. We know that you had no control over your body. We understand how it feels to feel powerless even when you're present.” Gabriel comforted.

"But-!" Ve started protest but was cut off by Gabriel gently kissing vem.


You've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here



"We'll never let her or anyone do anything to you ever again." He murmured, cupping ver face.

Twang smiled, tears streaming down ver face. Vey then hugged Gabriel tightly.


Here comes a thought that might alarm me
What someone said and how it harmed me



"You know, when we were first appeared, Orgin tried desperately to try to contain us and prevent us from coming out. However, since he couldn't, he was called a list of things that ate away at him on the inside." Gabriel said, stroking Twang's fur.


Something I did that failed to be charming
Things that I said are suddenly swarming



"He even did some things that were...unthinkable. When that failed, he withdrew from the world and focused only on his work." He continued, upturning his wrists and staring at them, as if he was seeing something different than just his spiked bracelets.


And, oh, I'm losing sight, I'm losing touch
All these little things seem to matter so much



"Anything and everything got to him and those feelings leaked into us." Gabriel said, placing a hand on his heart.

Twang looked at him, mesmerized. None of the personas, or even Orgin for that matter, ever went into details about the personas creation or how Orgin reacted to them.


That they confuse me
That I might lose me



"We....nearly lost him. Thankfully, we didn't." He said, leaning his head on ver head.

Twang, horrifiedly, stared at ver large boochiboo. Orgin had nearly...dissapeared? But vey relaxed when vey realized that he didn't. Amalgamate was still here with him and Orgin was still alive.


Take a moment, remind yourself
To take a moment and find yourself



"It took awhile, but we finally managed to help to pick up the pieces for him. Sometimes, it would just be something as simple as Aren telling him a silly joke or Monster joking about how he would kick everyone's butt and even his own." Gabriel had a nostalgic smile on his face, showing Twang that it was definitely a pleasant memory.


Take a moment and ask yourself
If this is how we fall apart



"There were moments of relapse but we helped him through them. Eventually, we were more or less fixed but we still weren't complete." Gabriel's grip tightened a bit on Twang.


But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay



"But then you came along. You accepted us for who we were. You helped us fix the pieces of us that we hadn't managed to. You completed us." He smiled widely, nuzzling ver neck.


I've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear
I'm here, I'm here, I'm here



"You keep us company even when we're jerks to you. And, in return, we keep you company, even when you don't want us to." Gabriel kissed Twang's cheek lovingly.


And it was just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay



"….Thank you." Ze said, smiling widely.

"Now, whenever you have a nightmare or flashback, just come to us. We'll happily cuddle you and make sure you feel better." Gabriel reminded him.

"And lots of comfort foods, blankets, stuffed animals, and kids movies." Aren added, booping Twang.


We can watch, we can watch, we can watch, we can watch them go by
From here, from here, from here



Twang giggled, causing the child-like persona to grin widely.

"Now, why don't we go watch all of the Harry Potter movies and yell about how there are so many love triangles?" Aren asked, giggling.

"Sure." Twang said with a wide smile


Take a moment to think of just
Flexibility, love, and trust



Aren skipped off to go make popcorn as Twang gathered all the blankets, stuffed animals, and pillows to pile onto the couch. When Aren came back, the two snuggled as Twang was finding the movies on Netflix.


Take a moment to think of just
Flexibility, love, and trust



The two, at some point, fell asleep during The Half-Blood Prince, but, when they woke up, they didn't really care. All that mattered that they were there for each other to chase away each others nightmares.
Here Comes a Thought - Songfic
So, after being given permission by my sempai, :iconhaisai-dbarenzu:, to make stories based off of his story, Triverse, I wrote this one shot/songfic based on the song, "Here Comes a Thought", from Steven Universe. This is the first of a triad of stories, each one based off a different universe that is mentioned/shown in Triverse. But, yeah, this is bordering on PG-13 because of mentions of suicide attempts as well as point-blank PTSD and anxiety.

Triverse belongs to :iconhaisai-dbarenzu:
Story and the versions of 621 and 021 belong to me
Original series belongs to :iconalohalilo:
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Pokemon: SpiritGrey Part 1 Cover by tAVROSxT3R3Z1LOVER
Pokemon: SpiritGrey Part 1 Cover
So guess who jumped on the Pokemon comic bandwagon?  :iconmnrderpplz: But, anyway, I was looking at :iconskittystrawberries:'s comic, NuzRea, and I decided to finally make a comic involving my bigendered son, Quinn. Quinn is a kind kid who doesn't want to battle, do contests, or breed Pokemon. Instead, they decide that they want to adopt and raise abandoned or injured Pokemon. So, their caretakers give them their first Pokemon: A Happiny. But, I hope you read the comic as it comes out! I'll probably update this with each page and part that comes up. Just letting you know, the first few parts will show how he gets his 6 main Pokemon. After that, I dunno. Also, this takes place in the Gen IV, specifically, SoulSilver (hence the parody title of the comic), so all moves will be only from Gen IV. Also, mechanics from SoulSilver will appear (ex. allowing the first Pokemon in your party to walk behind you, using Apricorns to make Pokeballs, ect.). So, see y'all in part one!
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Theo the Daffodil by tAVROSxT3R3Z1LOVER
Theo the Daffodil
So this is Theo the Daffodil! He is a very optimistic and happy flower who will help Frisk by leaving small hints for them. For example, if they were about to face Undyne, Theo would suggest stocking up on health items or get the Tem Armor. The reason why he has emotions is because his soul was put into the flower, not just dust. However, he was filled with DETERMINATION like Flowey. Unlike Flowey, he never had the ability to reset and he only blurrily remembers events from past resets.
Undertale by Toby Fox
Theo by me
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